Mad at myself...

I didn't exercise yesterday, and I didn't today either. I wanted to go to the gym today but I wanted to do so many other things here at home and I haven't exercised yet either. Oh well. :( I haven't eaten too much today and will definitely not eat anything else tonight either. Not even dessert. I weighed myself this morning and I weighed 83.7 =( I hate that!!! Of course I weigh myself all the time. And I think my body is going to be retaining water here very soon because of the witch. Blah! Being a girl sucks sometimes. I wish I could step it up and just exercise. I don't know. I somehow lost all my motivation...well maybe not all of it but some of it. After my Paris trip it seems is when it happened. I don't know what's wrong with me. It might also be because of the cold and snow outside. I hate going out into the cold. I'll see if I can go tomorrow, Saturday AND Sunday to the gym. Get away for a little while. :) I don't know. I'll see how much I weigh in the morning even  though I haven't worked out the past couple days. I try not to over eat so that should count as something right? hmmm.... =/

~L